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| 11:37am 03/11/2005 |
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i'm really sad. things aren't good at all right now. despite recent events here's a picture from halloween:
i can't wait to go home this weekend. |
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| 12:03am 22/08/2005 |
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for those who have any interest in keeping in touch with me...
new screen name: lauren ashlae
peace out thesoundingsea
and peace out |
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| 12:21pm 17/07/2005 |
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SO, if things work out good, i'll either be owning this beaut:
2002 Cabrio
or THIS beaut:
by the end of the week! |
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| weeee. |
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| 01:41am 07/06/2005 |
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hey it's my birthday! shit yo, i'm 20. |
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| why dontcha do suttin |
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| 11:20am 05/06/2005 |
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cops is pretty much the best show ever.
p.s.
me: i had a nightmare last night
steven: about what?
me: some guy being in my room
steven: oh man, i had a nightmare too
me: what was yours about?
steven: that my house didn't have central ac so we had to have those big units in our windows and it was so white trash.
haha yeah he's amazing. |
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| 01:20pm 17/05/2005 |
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birthday wish list:
or any pair, for that matter.
so pretty much, i need like 1000 bucks. :/ |
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| 09:48pm 11/05/2005 |
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so lame.
my rack is pretty much non existant now :( |
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| AHHH DIE |
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| 12:44pm 12/04/2005 |
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if anyone ever wants to put my life to an end through torture, just play the new gwen stefani cd on repeat. |
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| 10:12am 07/04/2005 |
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music: and i ain't goin' nowhere so you can get to know me.
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um so yeah, as most of you have heard, i saw a ghost a few weeks ago.
i thought that was the last of it, but...
two nights ago i'm in the bathroom at steves, he's in his room and i hear the biggest crash ever. i thought his roommate like fell on the ground it was so loud.
i get out of the bathroom and steve's like, "what the hell was that?" so first he calls out to his roommate travis, and travis is sound asleep in his room on the other side of the apartment.
so he goes out into the kitchen to find that this bag of trash they keep on the counter pushed back really far so it won't fall has fallen and trash is all over the floor. also, his door is cracked open (but he locked it shut once i arrived). but that's not even that scary...
... the bag the trash was in is some abercrombie bag with a huge sideways picture of a girls face. after this crash we look at the bag, and there is a rip perfectly placed at the girls neck (right in the middle of the bag, not like on an edge or something) and there is fucking tomato sauce leaking out of the rip. basically, it looks exactly like her throat is slit and bleeding all over the place.
yeah so sleeping is kinda hard now. |
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| 12:07am 31/03/2005 |
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music: SO LONG, and GOOD NIGHT
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my hair is growing!
other updates:
-no more outback
-cocktail waitress
-only person living in nashua this summer
-don't care, just want summer.
-libby visited me today and i love her. |
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| so i'm waiting for this test to end. |
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| 12:15pm 08/03/2005 |
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i really fucking hate this place and everything that comes with it.
i'm the worst student ever, i have no motivation, i'm unhealthy, my cars heat/defroster doesn't work, the brakes are withered down to nothing, i have barely any friends anymore, i've lost touch with so many good people, i just want to go home and never come back to this place ever again. unh makes me really really hate life. yeah yeah i know, transfer right? too bad if i do my parents make me pay for it, and with what money? oh that's right the money that's going towards my piece of shit car and london? oh wait i can't go there unless my grades get better and that won't happen unless someone gets my ass into gear because i sure can't. this isn't right, i'm not supposed to be sitting here in a fucking dormroom in durham new hampshire being absolutely miserable. but of course if i take time off from school who knows if i'll ever want to go back. i'm just so tired of everything.
time to go do amazing(ly awful) on a midterm.
any positive advice would be appreciated. |
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| SPRING BREAAAK. |
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| 12:49pm 20/02/2005 |
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mood:  weird music: the results are in...!
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i'm not going to cancun, or the bahamas or jamaica. nope...
...i'm going to the maury povich show. boo ya.
you are NOT the father. |
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| 03:14pm 05/02/2005 |
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music: driving down the 101.
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i had an epiphany in my 8 am primate behavior class.
after i graduate, or maybe even before, i'm going to california to look for my career and start a brand new life. warm weather, big freeways, palm trees, i'm all about it. |
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| "i love when you call me a slut" |
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| 08:14pm 29/01/2005 |
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music: smile like you mean it!
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man i either need to get rid of my ghetto booty or apply to be in a rap video. what to do, what to do. |
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| 03:14am 29/12/2004 |
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i'm a shitty friend.. and i'm sorry.
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